addicted to
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection




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i'm not here to win

i'm here to leave a legacy

run


eight random points

one.
da paolo gastronomia is da bomb.
costs a bomb, tastes like heaven.
esp the ciabatta bread and the yummy low fat muesli cookies (ate too much of that today..)

two.
GA401 is sooooo EW. WHAT HAPPENED, shonda rhimes :( like wth man!

three.
too much of a good thing is def a bad thing. e.g. FOOD.
too much of a bad thing is still a bad thing. e.g. FOOD.

four.
my eyesight is going down the drain. can hardly read signs nowadays. must be all the sidereel.com-whoring.

five.
the xctry guys are mad..... like. madMADMADMADMAD. must be the testosterone. look at the girls... wer're all so sane (insert sane and intelligent face here).

six.
STANCHART ON SUNDAY. die die die. i'm gonna get maimed by the crowd. not used to it. i think i'm going to end up doing a slower time than i would in an OD. seriously. i'm just not used to it. besides, i'm horribly out of shape. i'd rather swim and bike first though. ahha. then i won't feel so bad if i run slowly. there's still this nagging fear though... that i'll collapse at the finish line and have some sort of episode again. haha..maybe i'm too used to crossing the finish line feeling like that. aye...the thought of it scares me. we're even running through the marina south area............... yeah only i know what that means.

seven.
i miss her a lot :( haven't spoken to her for almost two weeks. it's just hard .. knowing that i'm not going to see her for a gazillion years, and possibly never again. although i swear when i have the money and freedom, i'm going to visit her. need her reassurance that i'll be okay..

eight.
i FINALLY sort of understand the potentiometer. like ZOMG. it's always been so foreign to me so now that i'm nearing enlightenment i am very much happier (: yi bu yi bu lai. still got a lot to learn. i sound like a retard haha. better clear up my doubts before school reopens! NOT MUCH TIME LEFT!

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

it's the passion that drives you